valentine daz poem

valentine day poem for a special one

Hard to breathe,feels like floating
so full of love ,my heart's exploding
mouth is dry, hands are shaking
my heart is yours for the taking
acting weird and not myself
dancing around like a kiebler elf
finally time for this poor shlub
to know how i feel to fall in love

quote from the movie : mr deeds

Tiring..Slpy

10 dec 2004 2:43pm

today was a struggling day for me .. as i have to drag my feet to work..so tired and sleepy...i dont know why i slept 7-8 hrs however i feel giddy and sleepy.guess the doctors said is true.. maybe i reali need to sleep between 11pm to 2 am this timing ., the prob was i rest for 2 hrs when i get back home and watch movie for another 2hrs til 12am.. then i prayed a little cause i was alr very tired,, then i went to bed ... but to my surprise , no matter how i force myself to sleep , i just cant enter into deep sleep, i did enter into disneyland but seems more like nightmares to me... i guess the poition of sleep was not right and thats why im experienceing all sorts of funny reaction.... yawnn!!!! BOy .... i have been yAwning the whole day since morning.... i think if i were to take a walk to zoo , the zookeeper might mistaken me as a panda and lock me up... hahaha ar just joking. yeah go ahead and laugh , im a lousy joker...well who CARES

i will be another 2 hrs before i can be released from work, just cant wait to step out of my office now... and go back and rest.. MAn!! i was just wondering how in the world am i going to have breakthrough in my health... oOhoo how i wish i could have the strength and stamina of SPider MAn...ahaha One day i would imagine myself woke up the next morning , and BANG!! HOLY CRACKAMONY.. i dun need to wear my specs anymore cause of perfect eye sight, and im completetly healed from my atopic dermatits,, and when i look at the mirror oh that musculine and strong arms and chest.. and .. biceps triceps... catching the bus NO SWEAR!! if that can come true , im sure those man magazine will come look after me..hahah

well why not? if i can see , i can have it!! except the special abilities of course, but defintely for a new transformation in my health n wellness

//--dear Lord,, help me to conquer my fears and weaknesses.. Gracious Father ,, i confessed ,, i have fallen short in this area,,, Lord help me.. to be the MAn u want to be .. //<-----------------------

planning ahead for 2005 ?

i'm siting restlessly on my office chairs glazing at the monitor screen wondering what should i type.. and at the same time i was thinking about the upcoming events , im going to have..
in fact this week is FULLY booked!! cant imagine this .,.-_-
the thing that kept me very excited about is that my brother is coming back from australia! yeah !! finally after 1 year of intensive studies at canberra university .
he is back for good!! well not many people choose to come back u know ? they would rather migrate to US canada and stay forever there. Ops did i say something wrong.. nvm

lets see , on the 22th of dec i have a dental appointment at mindef medic center and on the 24th christmas eve wow man, PACKED!! SURE it is , its a half-day off for all our department !! hee , going to Yishan Safra and have fun . after which will go to changi airport to fetch my elder brother and than after that , have to rush down to city for a reunion class gathering dinner! i hope the weather will be good =/ and hope everthing runs smoothly =>

and then going to have lots of fun at church on the real actual christmas 25 th dec!!
\\ city harvest church --> celebrating x'mas at indoor stadium 25th 11 am \
and than 2005 countdown !! new year celebration! a look back of what i have done in 2004
its important to refer back the past one year what you have achieved and set new resoultions and goals for the new year!! new year == fresh start!! another opportunity , what i have not achieved in 2004 ,i will try harder to achieve on 2005!!

\\i remember dr edwin louis cole once said this :" men who is afraid of failure has no courage to succeed. therefore im going to try harder to pump in more iron and build more muscles haha
anyway ,since i have alreadly signed up the gym classes , might as well make good use of it rite? else waste $$ meh?

Christmas is coming to town!!

wow !! it's another 5 days time before x'mas finally arrived.I have been waiting for this day though.. cause it is one of my favourite festive season and not only that,Christmas is a day where i can also experience the joy and singing of the birth of Jesus Christ